Ramblings of a Belgian

I hate this. I am bored, not tired and yet I fail to find something that I wish to do. It isn’t that I have no options but it seems the options I have aren’t able to keep my attention on them. Part of this is because the internet is becoming a bit more boring with every passing day. What new is out there? Actually, what new is out there that I want to invest time in? I’ve done a whole post on getting into existing communities but it’s just as difficult to get invested in a community when it is brand new. Hell, I have places I could do this and I just find it too much work. I got plenty of stuff to work on as it is… I just… Don’t seem to ever start on it.

I know I know, these are luxury troubles and I shouldn’t be whining. But fuck that, this is a blog, it exist for my whining and rambling. Besides, anyone that actually reads this knows I rant. Isn’t that so Eric and Dan? If they even read it.

I had fun tonight at some point though. Had a friend over with his girlfriend. Got owned at a hockey game on the PS2 and that was even more fun than this fricking boredom.

Mostly I think I miss people I used to talk to that have disappeared or don’t have a chance to be online a lot anymore. I also miss a muse for my writing. Still can’t seem to focus long enough to get anything done and I don’t even know why. I have ideas, it’s just the writing itself that isn’t working.

Maybe I should just go to bed and hope I fall asleep.